After the racist episode, the writer is mostly angry about the way that the police treated him. This led to him being embarrassed.
While they were at the stairwell, the author voiced his anger by venting the anger that she had towards milkman due to the way that he treated her and her mon and sister.
This was after the two day drinking binge that had led to his arrest by the law agency.
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